a Non-being

Oftimes, I wished that I have no emotions, no soul. Then, I wouldn't feel. Hmm. But God created all of us otherwise, and for me, He put an extra dose of "emo" in me. Don't know why. But I am created in His image. I wonder if Jesus as a Man was ever emo before. Most likely. Haha! So He can understand me. So I can do what He did.

Still, I wonder what is it to be a "non-being".

I shall hang on no matter what.