Everything's gonna be ALRIGHT in the ALMIGHTY's hands

D had her first radiation therapy yesterday. She was so fatigued from the treatment and chemo pills that she could not go out in the evening. But the hubby and I were determined to bring her the books which the hubby bought for her to inspire her on God's love and will for her to be healed. So, we set off to buy a bouquet of flowers (her fave: Sunflower), a cushy bear called Snuffles and donuts. But we forgot to get her ice-cream even though we talked about it so much. Hahaha... Went to her house last night, with the intention to pass all the gifts to her parents, so that D can have undisturbed rest. But her handsome dad (now I know where D got her lovely looks from) insisted that we came in. D was in a good mood. She has been reading faith and healing books and listening to sermons from the ipod which the CGLs bought for her and also to worship music. I can just sense that her faith level is so high. And God responds to faith. Without faith, it is impossible to please God. But with faith, anything is possible. D will be healed. Visiting D really lifted my spirits. I am inspired by her. So much faith. Blows my mind.

Just 2 days ago, my colleague suddenly stood up and said to me, in the office, that I looked as though I am glowing. Wow. What a compliment. I didn't do anything special to my appearance. In my heart, I knew why. I feel closer to God in this period. I was down, but He lifted my spirits. In bad situations, I decided to praise God. Plus I am inspired by D's faith and courage. Also, after that less than ideal job appraisal, I have realised that pursuing that career is not that important. I will work hard and smart nonetheless, but the priority has lessened. So I am more relaxed at work now.

Still I wondered if I did anything right at work. Have all my hard work and going the extra mile in my client servicing efforts all gone down the drain? I told God that it didn't mattered anymore. But God is great. When I have already accepted the fact of the appraisal ratings, God showed me that they are people who appreciate my efforts, mainly my internal clients. In just a span of 2 weeks, there were 3 persons who asked me to join their teams in the frontline. haha! Those are sufficient rewards for me. Of course, I couldn't agree, since I have already agreed to a transfer in early December 2007. Thank you God for showing me that my hard work has been recognised.

And the car is coming back today!

So, see. Everything's going to be ALRIGHT in my ALMIGHTY's hands.