2 Angels

Yups, it was a horrible week. D's diagnosis was devastating. But she will recover. Jesus is the healer. We all have faith.

It is not about me. I kept those painful episodes of the week in my heart, didn't want to talk about it to anyone. Because it is not about me.

But God never forgets me. He knows that I was reeling with pain inside. So He sent 2 angels - Pastor How and Pastor Lia.

A casual "how are you?" opened up the flood gates. I held the tears back, cos I still had duty to do. But they knew. It is all that mattered. My pastors love me.

Still, I told myself, "it is not about me".

Then, I got a card and a gift from my beloved pastors. Wow. They made me feel like "it is about me". Wow. I am blown away. God just wanted me to know that I am important and my pain is important to Him, amidst all the things that should rightfully get more attention.

Wow. My perspective changed. Some things are not worth fighting for. It is not about me. It is about loving God and loving people.

Time for me to raise up as a leader.